"Bitter Heart, My Bitter Heart..."
...... it's getting a little fragile.
I can’t forget any words that you’ve said but they’re seems to gone now. Trying my best to keep up with your pace but you’re too fast. I’m just a speckle of dust in this gigantic world now. I’m going only where the air will take me. So bring me down now.
And my smiles turn to tears and I’m facing my fears, can’t you see me? Trying my best to reach out for your hand but you won’t let me in and I’ve done what I can but you keep changing your plans. Do you need me?
Maybe we can try to be better this time. Only the moon will hear my plea. Only the creatures of the night will harmonize with me. Missed you so and I wondered if you know, eventhough Im hurt, I still don't wanna let you go...
"I Will Jump Till The Water Splash On You"
Alright ya'll! The common test week is offically over! Lets party till we run out of energy!
I have already gotten back my english, malay and A maths paper. And thank God, I passed it. Today was the last paper that was MATH! And I totally messed up, I mean, SERIOUSLY MESSED UP! Oh no, this can't be happening.
Another thing is that, I miss boyfriend so much. I know that lately this week, I rarely contact you and didn't send you the goodnight messages due to studying. I regret that but I promise you I will make up with you one day, okay dear? I promise. Don't think negative ok. Remember that I always love you and miss you. And please try to smile always.
Taa-daa!
"Its A Spring Cleaning Weekend"
Hey ya'll! Yesterday and today, was spring cleaning day for Kate and I. We have to clean our room. Reason is because for Hari Raya. Another reason was that daddy bought for us a queen size bed so that means, I'll be sleeping with Kate. Gulp.. O_O
But its a good thing too right because our room will have more space. Okay next, puasa gonna start and I really need to meet baby soon. Pretty pretty please. Gosh I miss him like fucking crazy now... Sob sob sob.
And oh, Happy 15th Birthday Pin Hong! Sorry I cant make it to your party. Wish you all the best in whatever you do boy! ^_^
Taa-daa!
Yes just go ahead and say all the shittish rubbish things about me. Let the whole world know, I dont mind. Because I know myself that I wont ever do that to the person I love that is my boyfriend, Shafiz. Bby, I dont know how to make you trust me anymore because people always saying the false things about me. I know I did wrong last time, but I told you that Im a better person now, I've change. Because who I am hates who I've used to be. I just dont wanna lose you by my side because I love you Shafiz, I really do.. So its up to you to trust me or not but I want you to... So yeah.
"So You Had A Bad Or A Good Day?"
Hello people out there.
So basically in the morning I had my 2.4km run and hell yeah, I passed. Im so excited right now, so after school I treat myself a 'brownie cheescake'. And oh my God, it tasted so delicious.
Chat with boyfriend then something came up all of a sudden and baby was not in a good mood and I seriously dont know why. But I got a feeling it have something to do with me. Baby can you please show me my mistake, I would not know how you feel if you didnt tell me. I sometimes dont get you...
Four plus in the afternoon went back to school because got netball training. Bla bla bla finish training went back home and here I am! On the computer blogging about this.
To dearest, why you doing this to me?
"Hilarious NDP Fake Song"
Damn funny by the mrbrown show. ENJOY!
Hello people!
Today's date is so cool because today's date is 7th of August 2009[070809]. I know, some of you may think, 'pompuan ni kental pe, every year pun ade what'. To them, yes, Im indeed very jakun and kental. :B
So in school got National Day concert and you know what, its damn boring like hell. I prefer primary school National Day concert, more hip and happening. Haha, okay like whatever. Each and every year, the conert becoming more and more lame. -__-"
Finish school around 9.30+ and headed to Long John Silver with some girlfriends to eat breakfast, YAY! After eating, straight when home and I heard someone calling my name like this, 'Anananassss....' with a really high and loud voice. Its very weird. O_O
Blababla, nothing better to do at home alone, so just watch tv, play computer then around 3+ brother and dad got home and I went to sleep and woke up at 5.30. I know the information is not needed but who cares, its my blog yeah. :)
And oh, I miss baby like fishpaste!! Hehh fishpaste.... rindu word tu. Anyway yeah, I miss him alot eventhough last Saturday we've just met. :(
Page ya'll!
Cats on my tail? :P
Taa-daa!
Saturday outing was fun, exciting and romantic. This was how it went...
Met Rau around 2+ at Simei MRT as per normal. Took the train and zoomed to Vivo. I went there because I wanna buy comic book for baby as an early gift for our 8 monthsary and also buy a t-shirt as a gift for my brother's birthday. Bought the book and Fox tee then headed to Starbucks to buy some refreshment then headed to the rooftop to chill and snaps some photos. Around 5.30+ took the train and went back to Simei. Waited for bus 5 then stop at Safra to meet bby there.
Sorry baby, I late. Took bus 65, I guess then stop at Bugis then walk to Funan mall and we ate at Qiji. After makan we went to Clark Quey and go the the brigde. Then we talk about 'adelah' then something happen then like very romantic because there's the moon in the night sky and also a colourful lighted toy plane. Awww, like in those love movies gitu. So 10pm+ we took off and took bus 12 to Tanah Merah then bus 9 to Simei. Kiss, hug then put the comic book in his beg then bye bye. YAY!
Sunday ;
Its the 2nd August 2009, so its means my and baby's 8 monthsary together. A poem for you darling :
"Even though we fight a lot, I love you. We fight, I think, because the stakes are high. I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you but underneath my anger I could cry.
I have an uncontrolled need to control you. To be your only destiny and guide. I know it isn't fair to try to mold you but my poor love's entangled in my pride. Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury which rises like a tide beneath the moon.
I plead before my only judge and jury. I want to change, but know change won't come soon. Love finds it hard to let the loved one be. The person who is loved so passionately."
Monday ;
And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAIHAN!!!!! Hope you like the shirt! Sayang you babat! ^_^
So thats all ya'll!
Taa-daa! [Gosh I miss that word]
