Thursday, April 30, 2009
"What Does It Actually Mean To Me?"Yeah tomorrow its my birthday. And 8 people have already wish me and even I got the first present from my teacher, Miss Dil. Thanks!
Tomorrow Im heading to my aunt's house because got kenduri arwah. Then on Sat I will celebrating my belated brithday. Rau and Diana said maybe got two secret person coming? Oh gosh, Im scared.
Another thing, I dont understand what bby trying to tell me. On Moday, he didn't message me the whole day. On Tuesday, I message him two times and he reply me back at 12.04am saying that, "I LOVE YOU! nights." On Wednessday afternoon, he called me saying that he misses me and later he called again telling me that don't msg him until Monday. Today, Thursday, he messages me saying that, "Its gonna be our 5 mths soon. Bye. Ily!"
I dont understand lehh. Is he not gonna wish me on my birthday tomorrow? If not, I hope his gonna be the first one to wish me tomorrow.. Haiss...
Wish list:
I wish to celebrate my birthday with...
-My three closest friends. Rau, Diana, Faii.
-My boyfriend, Shafiz. I hope...
-My oldest bestfriend. Nurfatin.
-I wish my birthday will be a great one.
-I wish the plans my friends had made, really work out.
-I wish my birthday is going to be what I've imagine it to be...
P.S. Bby, where are you? I miss you so...
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6:54 AM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
I........ wish you a happy birthday. I wish you a happy birthday and a brighter future! Taa-daaaa!! Laugh out loud, im so lame. Anyway Happy 15th birthday Yassar! Good luck in whatever you do! Sayang you as a kawan. ^__^
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3:53 AM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
"Love me, hate me. Say what you want about me." >:)
Today is this dude's birthday. Happy 17th Birthday Faris the sepet, the gay! ^____^
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2:02 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
"Thanks Ya'll!"
After school supposed to have social studies remedial but my teacher got angry and sad so she adjourne it to another day. So after school Faii temankan me to wait for bby's arrival. Punye lahhh lamerrr. -____-
Thanks Faii! Then I went with bby and we just get a drink then chill for awhile then balik. Eventhough we went out for like about 1 hour je due to my stomach ache, I still had fun with him and gosh I miss him. Love you bby.
Watch this videoooo!!! Damn funny. Enjoy ya'll. :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8
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3:36 AM
Monday, April 20, 2009
"Show Some Appreciation"
"I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder. As I'm getting older, people gets colder. Most of us only care about money making. Selfishness got us following the wrong direction. Wrong information always shown by the media. Negative images, it's the main criteria. Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria. Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema. Whatever happened to the values of humanity. Whatever happened to the fairness in equality. Instead in spreading love we're spreading animosity. Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity. That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under. That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down. There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under. Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found. And ask yourself."
Bby, just chill. Dont worry, we can and will get through this. I miss you.
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3:15 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
"I Seriously Dont Understand Myself"
I don't know why but suddenly my tears started to run down my cheeks. Does this mean that something bad or terrible gonna happen to me or my love ones. Its so strange. Alot of things happened so fast and I don't get a chance to really examine it. Day by day everyone change and be more rebelious and braver.
Everyday people will always kept asking you question. Question about the basics or maybe something that you have to think so hard. Doesn't it irritates you? I really don't understand why you have to ask me the same question everyday. And obviously I will reply the same answer back. Is it because you ask me the same question so that you want me to reply a different answer or you just wanna make sure the answer is always the same.
And friends, what are they to you? Are they the ones you could tell your secrets to? Are they the ones you could cry together with? Are they the ones you could count on? Are they the ones you lcould look up to? Are they the ones you could trust? Really trust?
Im just a normal person like you guys. Im just saying this because I don't understand myself sometimes. So how are you feeling right now? Good?
And what is wrong with the world?
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1:28 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
"Good Friday Ya'll"
Haarloo, yesterday was good Friday and so I went out with bby. Janji to meet up around 3.30pm but it was raining heavily and I have to wait until it have stop raining. About 4.15pm I went out and arrive at Tampines MRT about 4.40pm. And so, I waited for him, wait, wait, wait and I got bored and went to see a show infront of Tampines 1, got a person eating/blowing fire. So exciting!
He arrive 1 hour plus later! I was so mad at him then. Next we headed to the bus stop and took bus 168 to causeway point to catch a movie. What a long journey. When we reach there, we went to the cinema and bought ticket show, Fast and Furious 4 at 9.00pm because the 7.45pm show was full.
Wasted our time by eating at mac[bby sangat bengap] then walk outside the mall then went to a pasar malam then sit for awhile until 8.45pm. Sudah time, we went to watch the movie. Fuyooo the show okay lah, gerek juga, the car so lawa babe. Alot of hot chics, so guys, go watch that show, even an old fellow watch it. O_O
I know, like oh my God kan.
Finish around 10.30pm plus and we took the bus back to Tampines. When we reached there, there was no train left. Boohooo, so we walk back to Simei. So tiring lehh, all your fault lerr bby. I kan suruh naik taxi. ALAMAK! Next, hug and he kissed me and Im home.
I pity for bby because he was all alone outside and there's no train so he waited for the night rider around 1am plus. I told you to take my mum's money kan, then later can pay back. You jual mahal eh. Ishkkk, nvm, at least now you're home and safe.
Thanks bby for the fun and tiring day. I love you so much okay! (:
P.S. Kate if you're reading this, dont tell mum the real story okay. Promise?
Taa-daa!
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3:11 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009
"How Exciting!"
Heluurr, yesterday was mine and bby's 4 months anni. Like yayyy!
So this how it goes. I had netball practice from 4 to 6pm and bby force me to go. Damn you, so tiring lehh. After that bby told me to balik terus so I did.
When going up the stairs, someone 'psst psst' at me so I turned and saw bby. Awww, so sweet right. Chill with him for awhile, gave him a kiss and balik. Sorry bby for the lecehness that only we know. And thanks for the chocs and starbucks drink yeah, sorry no gifts for you again. Im a cheapo lerr. Sayang you!
Yesterday during netball time, my coach so bad. She said why I join netball and said that my face, my nice figure, my lembutness match with malay dance. Wth, I hate to dance lah. -___-
And so today was SPORTS DAY!!!!!! For the 4x100m class, we didn't win but for the 4x100m inter-unit[netball] won 3rd place! Good job girls! Yayy, more medals! (:
Taa-daa!
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2:20 AM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Short story?
"Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost, doesn't mean I'll stop, doesn't mean I would cross. Just because I'm hurting, doesn't mean I'm hurt, doesn't mean I didn't get. What I deserved, no better and no worse.
I just got lost. Every river that I tried to cross. Every door I ever tried was locked. Ohhh and I'm just waiting until the shine wears off.
You might be a big fish in a little pond. Doesn't mean you've won because along may come a bigger one" Laila shouted to Ben[bf].
"Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost, doesn't mean I'll stop, doesn't mean I would cross. Just because I'm hurting, doesn't mean I'm hurt, doesn't mean I didn't get. What I deserved, no better and no worse.
I just got lost. Every river that I tried to cross. Every door I ever tried was locked. Ohhh and I'm just waiting until the shine wears off.
You might be a big fish in a little pond. Doesn't mean you've won because along may come a bigger one" Laila shouted to Ben[bf].
That night Ben was all alone in his room and kept thinking what had just happened that evening...
When you try your best but you don't succeed. When you get what you want but not what you need. When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.You will stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your face. When you lose something you can't replace. When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse? So he whisper in the dark hoping she'll would hear that he was sorry and said, "please come back and haunt me...."
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3:03 AM
" You're So Lame, Even The Ants Are Much Cooler Then You"Hello. Yeah its April fools day and 3 people have already kenakan me. -__- I got a feeling that my teacher read my blog. And I wanna say: To teacher, if you're reading this, hello and thanks for viewing my blog! (:
Nazrul, nazrul... Sorry I didn't kept my promise. Haha but it was so funny. One day we'll meet and you show me. Set? :P
And lastly, I always wanted to be that girl you point at and tell your friends that that's her, yeah.
Taa-daa!
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1:57 AM
