But I didn't show too much care for my friends lately.
Its now been 7 days and they still never talk to us.
They got talked but I have to start talking first and then they reply.
The 'they' refers to two of my friends that is Faiqah and Farah.
I miss you girls and I didn't mean to hurt you.
I know why Faiqah mad at me because last Sat she never turn up to meet me and Rau.
But Rau and I should be the one who's frustrated not her.
Maybe she felt hurt because we sort of scolded her but what about Farah?
Why is she so mad at Diana and maybe Rau and I?
Maybe she's mad because we never invite her out? But we got discussed it during recess time
but she said 'I'll see first'.
And why on earth she's mad at Diana and now never talk to her?
I still havent find the answer yet but someday I will.
When my teacher started talking about friends, I felt like crying.
I can feel that my tears are ready to come out but i held back my tears not letting a single drop
to come out from my eyes. [I read alot of books now] ^_^
Diana felt so hurt now, she even told me that she feels like some people
in our class are 'Anti-Diana'.
But whatever it is, if there's is a group of 'Anti-Diana', I will not join and I promise you that.
Rau and I will always be with you, dont be sad ok babatkus.
I would like to say sorry to Faiqah and Farah for my ridiculous behaviour.
SATURDAY.
Rau, Diana and me should went out today but unfortunately Rau cant go out and I didn't have
enough money, so sorry Diana.
Instead of going out, I stayed at home all day long.
Woke up at 12, bath and then ate breakfast or lunch.
After that, I helped daddy water the plant and fix the plant to make it all pretty and healthy. ^_^
I played with the dirty, wet plus dry soil.
You guys may think that its gross but it is actually fun and my hands got all dirty. YAYY!
After all the dirtyness, Kate and I hang our school uniforms and later I read a book called 'CANDY'.
My mummy woke up and suddenly I got cranky and raised my voice at mummy.
I feel so bad and guilty, maybe its because I was too hooked up on that book and when my mummy
called me to do something I was like, 'what, what you want?'
OMGawd! The words just slipped off my mouth like a slippery soap.
Gosh I know I should not said things like that to mummy, Im sorry.
Then she said that I was so rude and I was being like my sister. [GULP]
Im not trying to be like Kate, Im just too cranky and tired from my chores, that's all.
And who sits at home doing chores on a Saturday? Urgh.
My mood kept changing every single day.
Monday - Happy for awhile, sad.
Tuesday - Tired, speechless.
Wednesday- Sick, annoyed.
Thursday - Shocked, angry.
Friday's mode - Sad, hurt, depressed.
Saturday - Tired, cranky, pay no attention.
Sunday - ?
Why cant everyday my mood will just stay happy?
Actually tomorrow I have a date with Fizes but mummy dont let me go.
Im so sorry baby, its not the right time and anyway you got soccer on that day.
Just concentrate on your soccer and we shall meet next time ok? IMYILY