"Bitter Heart, My Bitter Heart..."
...... it's getting a little fragile.
I can’t forget any words that you’ve said but they’re seems to gone now. Trying my best to keep up with your pace but you’re too fast. I’m just a speckle of dust in this gigantic world now. I’m going only where the air will take me. So bring me down now.
And my smiles turn to tears and I’m facing my fears, can’t you see me? Trying my best to reach out for your hand but you won’t let me in and I’ve done what I can but you keep changing your plans. Do you need me?
Maybe we can try to be better this time. Only the moon will hear my plea. Only the creatures of the night will harmonize with me. Missed you so and I wondered if you know, eventhough Im hurt, I still don't wanna let you go...
"I Will Jump Till The Water Splash On You"
Alright ya'll! The common test week is offically over! Lets party till we run out of energy!
I have already gotten back my english, malay and A maths paper. And thank God, I passed it. Today was the last paper that was MATH! And I totally messed up, I mean, SERIOUSLY MESSED UP! Oh no, this can't be happening.
Another thing is that, I miss boyfriend so much. I know that lately this week, I rarely contact you and didn't send you the goodnight messages due to studying. I regret that but I promise you I will make up with you one day, okay dear? I promise. Don't think negative ok. Remember that I always love you and miss you. And please try to smile always.
Taa-daa!
"Its A Spring Cleaning Weekend"
Hey ya'll! Yesterday and today, was spring cleaning day for Kate and I. We have to clean our room. Reason is because for Hari Raya. Another reason was that daddy bought for us a queen size bed so that means, I'll be sleeping with Kate. Gulp.. O_O
But its a good thing too right because our room will have more space. Okay next, puasa gonna start and I really need to meet baby soon. Pretty pretty please. Gosh I miss him like fucking crazy now... Sob sob sob.
And oh, Happy 15th Birthday Pin Hong! Sorry I cant make it to your party. Wish you all the best in whatever you do boy! ^_^
Taa-daa!
Yes just go ahead and say all the shittish rubbish things about me. Let the whole world know, I dont mind. Because I know myself that I wont ever do that to the person I love that is my boyfriend, Shafiz. Bby, I dont know how to make you trust me anymore because people always saying the false things about me. I know I did wrong last time, but I told you that Im a better person now, I've change. Because who I am hates who I've used to be. I just dont wanna lose you by my side because I love you Shafiz, I really do.. So its up to you to trust me or not but I want you to... So yeah.
"So You Had A Bad Or A Good Day?"
Hello people out there.
So basically in the morning I had my 2.4km run and hell yeah, I passed. Im so excited right now, so after school I treat myself a 'brownie cheescake'. And oh my God, it tasted so delicious.
Chat with boyfriend then something came up all of a sudden and baby was not in a good mood and I seriously dont know why. But I got a feeling it have something to do with me. Baby can you please show me my mistake, I would not know how you feel if you didnt tell me. I sometimes dont get you...
Four plus in the afternoon went back to school because got netball training. Bla bla bla finish training went back home and here I am! On the computer blogging about this.
To dearest, why you doing this to me?
